Years ago I went to a lecture being given by a clown named Jen (yup, that's it), and I recently found my notebook where I wrote down many things that I learned and loved from that lecture. On one of those pages, I wrote down (paraphrased of course) a long part of her speech on what it means to be "in clown". I found this to be both touching and important! I thought that I should share it with you all who are reading, and perhaps you can share this with your clown friends.Β
"In a lifelong search for meaning, I have found the clown to be the best, all-encompassing, metaphor for the human condition - an uncompromising mirror to look into for glimpses of the truth. We look at the clown and see ourselves β our hopes, dreams, fears, and virtues, our flaws and our process. Clowns show us how, as a species, we get into trouble - without ever meaning or wanting to - and how we sometimes stumble onto sublime solutions to our problems.
The Fool has eyes to see, and heart to recognize. Clowning isnβt something we need to learn so much as something we become aware of in ourselves. Any time that we are curious, playful, or creative, we are in clown mode. When we are in a state of wonder or awe, surprise or amazement, we are in clown. Whenever we have hunches, act on impulse, or digress - we are in clown. Whenever we have strongΒ emotions, we are in clown. The clown lives in the place of laughing and crying at the same time. The art of clowning involves much more than the slapstick and oversized shoes of the traditional circus clown. The character of The Fool is an essential ingredient of human society - a universal archetype found in some form in all cultures and in all times.
The Clown is the βpuer aeternusβ, the eternal child in all of us - the innocent who sees things as they really are and not as convention decrees, who can be counted on to tell us, in the loudest possible voice, that the emperorβs not wearing any clothes. It is the part of us that has never grown up, that lives in the heart and in the moment, with no past to regret and future to dread - the part that only wants to play, completely free of responsibility β and yet is willing and able to save the world if necessary.
The clown takes everything literally and personally, questioning everything under the sun except itself, blithely flaunting the egg on its face and the heart on its sleeve. With the best of intentions and no thought of failure, it leaps naively into danger- getting knocked down over and over- but never failing to get up and try again. It is the embodiment of hope in the face of hopelessness, and possibility in the face of the impossible. It blissfully ignores the obvious and somehow convinces us of the wisdom of folly, and if, as I suspect, we are here to bear witness to the universe, the clown aspect of ourselves provides the best color commentary.
Clowning is about the freedom that comes from a state of total, unconditional acceptance of our most authentic selves- βwarts and allβ. It offers us respite from our self-doubts and fears, and opens the door to joy. And the best part is, we are all already our clowns. They are here inside us, waiting for us to recognize them so that they can come out and play."
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2 comments
Very beautiful. Iβm not sure that a clown w all his/her innocence sees the truth of everything or the heart of the matterβ¦.I think the writer is more correct to call the clown βTHE FOOLββ¦aka PARSIFALβ¦It is an initiation, and it is not easy and it does represent all of us. But we start with the same limited assumptions and have to develop our spiritual understanding which is more wholistic , organic, 3 dimensional β¦.we struggle clumsily to see and evolveβ¦and all along we βrepresentβ as they say on the street. Thank you Cody and Jen for a great readβ¦not enough of this aroundβ¦Maybe most clowns know it instinctivelyβ¦
Very beautifully written! Amen